Imperfect Angel

"Tear away these wings, break me apart from the inside
Teach me to fly again, and watch me fall into despair
Look at me now, I was never the perfect angel you thought I was."

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Wanted a quick break from all the colors. Sue me for it, but I can't shade colored clothes yet. Did this for practice.

About the picture; I keep feeling as if I was trying too hard to make everyone approve of me, which in the end made me feel worse than before. I'm NOT A PERFECT PERSON , and I know. I'd tell people not to do something but then I'd do it myself, so I'm sort of a hypocrite. I didn't have a proper art style, and kept getting influenced by others. For once I felt like I was a serious copycat. I just wanted a stable style for myself. In the end, after trying so hard to get a YES from everyone, it's like I had put on another fake face. I hate myself for this problem, yet I can't help it.

End of long rambling, TL;dr: I'm just depressed.